Tuesday, June 14, 2016

Final words

We had a really good week this week. Actually it was one of the best weeks of my mission with teaching lessons. We were able to have some investigators progress so that was really good to see. I love all of them but I'll tell you guys about my favorites.

The first is Cèsar and Suzy. They're a married couple that have talked before with missionaries and almost got baptized. The only thing that held them back was Cèsar coudn't quit smoking. We've been talking to them and it looks like there is a lot of hope for them!

The other is Juan Pablo and Karen. Juan Pablo was a missionary and bishop but now doesn't go to church. I admire him so much. He loves god and has such a good testimony, he just has a lot of questions and confusion from different sources but he has always kept the faith. Karen was a jehova witness and knows a lot about the bible but is receptive and  little by little is progressing. I've seen it so many times. The best way for people to come to christ is to let love be the source of motivation. 

So this is my last email to you guys. I kind of went off in my last email ha so we'll keep this one tranquilo. So many good people here in chile, but I promised Roberto and Paola and their family I would give them a shoutout :) I'm so happy for them and their decision to get baptized this sunday. Unfortunately I can't go but I will say bye to them in the airport. I'll say bye to my chilean family in the Santiago airport, and be with my family again in the salt lake airport next week. Should be a good time:)

“And now here is my secret, a very simple secret: It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye.”

Tuesday, June 7, 2016

MISSION COMPLETE

I can't believe how fast time is going. I can't believe next week I'll finish my mission. I read through my journal and can't believe all of the experiences I've had, all the ups and down, successes and failures. It's hard to describe how I feel right now. I think the very best word is satisfied. The gospel is so wonderful because you cannot fail, all that is required is your best effort. Even though sometimes I feel like I couldn't always give my best effort, I feel like God gave me more than I ever deserved. I remember feeling lonely alot but looking back, I realize that I never really was alone, not for a single minute. 

I think the most important thing I learned on my mission is love. I learned that change and growth comes only in the pure love of Christ, not in condemning or critiquing. I've seen with my own eyes people overcome addictions and very serious problems, and the reason was because of love. Loving God over all things as a direct result truly allows me to love myself and other people for who they are even in our weaknesses.

I think about all the people I had the privilidge of meeting and I wish I could muster up the right words to tell them how much I love them and how much they mean to me. It's hard to believe two years ago I didn't know anything about this country or culture, and now I can hardly breathe realizing that I'm leaving it all in just two more weeks. Thinking how hard it was at the beginning and all the frustrations I had and seeing them all be turned into blessings is a pattern I've seen Christ do with everybody.

I am so grateful how god has healed my heart. I remember feeling frustration about certain things that I had done or experienced, and now it's as if it was never a problem. Grace by grace, step by step he showed me his love and has given me answers. There is so much that I still don't know, but I truly do believe in him and I honestly think I always will.

I love my companions and how much they have helped me. I know there was a reason that we were together. Each one has taught me and shown me attributes that will make me into the person I  desire to be. A good satisfying life seems to be the plan for each one of us.

I'm so happy to see my family again. I'm so heartbroken to leave my family here. When someone finishes the mission we say that they "die" I hope with all of my heart that in a long time when I  do have to pass on from this life, I feel this same peace and joy. I love you guys so much. I'll be seeing you soon.

 24 And behold, there were divers ways that he did manifest
 things unto the children of men, which were good; and all things which are good cometh of Christ;otherwise men were fallenand there could no good thing
come unto them.

Tuesday, May 31, 2016

In his time and season

Today we are in Santiago to buy some stuff. It's been awhile since I've been here for a p day traveling around in the metro/subway. It kind of feels like coming back home :) I really love this city.

We have been meeting often with Juan Pablo and Karen. Juan Pablo used to be a missionary that is really cool but doesn't go to church anymore. Karen is his wife that is really interested in joining the church. She asks a lot of questions but what we have learned with her is that she wants to understand more with her heart than with her brain. She always says that she feels a little bit better each time we are with her. I think that is the key to missionary work. Not anything drastic or serious but every visit a subtle but certain love is present. It made me think of this scripture. 


D&C 88
 58 And thus they all received the light of the countenance of 
their lord, every man in his hour, and in his time, 
and in his season—

On Sunday it rained like crazy. It hardly ever rains here, but when it does it rains really strong. We were outside getting soaking wet with all of our plans falling through. My comp got the idea of visiting an old contact that wasn't part of the plans. When we got there, the whole family was together and they told us that the dad of the family recently had a stroke and the doctor told them the only way he lives is if God provides a miracle. I had the chance to pray for him and it was an amazing experience. We're hoping that everything goes well for this family.

I love being in this zone. We all get a long really well. A lot of young missionaries with a lot of motivation to work hard so it's fun to be a part of that environment. 

Love you guys have a great week.

Tuesday, May 24, 2016

Turnaround times


Another week went by here in San Felipe. It's so pretty here I love it. In the day I wear short sleeve but at night with a sweater and a coat it's still cold. I'm getting a long great with my comp. Even after two years I'm still learning new chilean words and slang. 

This week one of the seventy came to our mission to speak to us. It was Walter Gonzalez who's also president of the area of south america south. My favorite part was at the end he answered questions that we had. Someone asked him a question about the atonement. He said there is a lot of things to say about it and we cannot understand everything. But he talked a little about the power and mercy Christ has towards us. He didn't say anything new, but it was so convincing. It made me really want to be like that someday.

It felt like for almost the whole week we had bad luck with just about every visit falling through. Nobody had time and it seemed like nobody really cared which was honestly a little frustrating. But literally the next day (Sunday) everything just seemed to click and we found 3 really good families. That has happened so much to me on my mission, where everything seems to be going bad and without really understanding why or how, after a little bit of time things all work out great. I always think that's the story of the mission but maybe that's the story of life. Just be patient and keep the faith because everything will all work out great. Dad always says things can be hard for a long time and turn around in one day.  There is alot of truth to that.  Just hold on with a positive attitude until its turnaround time. 
I've thought a lot about why enduring to the end is so important in the gospel. I think when we endure to the end we allow divine help to humble and shape us into the person who god desires us to be. Or in other words who we really desire to be. God makes the change in his timetable little by little we just need to be open and humble for his grace.

Sorry for the sermon :) a lot of emotions and a lot of meditation as the end comes closer. I'm so grateful for these two years and the things I've experienced. Have a great week!

Tuesday, May 17, 2016

San Felipe

I'm so glad to hear that Paul had a good birthday and that Luke won his Hershey track! That's dope!

First week in San Felipe.

It was a really good week here. It's strange trying to get used to a sector when you know you are only going to be there for one change, but oh well. I get a long really well with my comp Elder Espinoza. 3 three things you should know about him.

1. He's my first Chilean comp which is awesome I wish I could've been with him longer so he could teach me all the Chilean words but it's chill. He speaks english pretty fluently. In the house we speak straight English and he is set on studying at BYU. He thinks Im helping him, but really he's making the last few weeks of my mission so easy and sweet. 

.2. He's one of the lucky few that got to serve on Easter Island.

3. He has a guitar and jams out on it. He knows how to play so well.

Anyways I also got a chance to do an interchange with Elder Pagano from new Mexico and it was a total blast. He literally lives in the farthest sector from santiago. Actually his sector is closer to the beach than to Santiago. He has a convert that gives sushi to the missionaries every thursday so it was awesome to go there on a thursday :) but seeing the relationship between him and his convert was really special. That is for sure the best part about missionary work. The relationships we make helping people join the gospel. Im still mourning the loss of Roberto and his family.  Im amazed how dear this family became to me.

Last note. I have been overwhelmed with feelings of peace and satisfaction about the last two years.  I feel like I did what I wanted to do.  I wanted to know god better, see his people as he sees them, break my heart down and be humble and follow him as a child would follow his father.  I have seen mercy, felt amazing grace, and in quiet moment of walking the dusty chilean roads I feel this overwhelming peace and joy for the amazing people I have met and what I have gained here.  I might be the luckiest missionary in the world.  

That's it with me. Just trying to love and enjoy this last little bit. I hope everybody has a great week. 








Tuesday, May 10, 2016

Last transfer

What's good fam. This last week was my last week in esmeralda and it was a sad but special one. It was a lot harder saying bye to people than I thought that it would. On thursday we got a phone call telling us that they were going to transfer both of us and put in new missionaries in our sector. It caught us off gaurd so much.  We talked with a kid named david a few times this week. He's 17 and is really cool and always happy. We read moroni 10: 3-5 and he got really interested in that. That night he said a prayer, and even though he didn't recieve what he was expecting, he said it was a good experience and good after praying. He also told us he felt a little stressed out because they have like no money and his birthday is this week and he needed some new clothes. I gave him most of the clothes I have because I'm not going to be here for that much longer. He was really happy about it. We taught an english class but the only people that went were paula (roberto's wife) and her kids. They were actually way interested taking a bunch of notes and asking us to say things in english so that they could record it and practice the pronuciation later. We had found out that we were leaving the day before but we didn't have the guts to tell them that they we were leaving. Afterwards they said they wanted us to say a prayer in english to end. You guys have to promise not to tell anybody but I started crying in the prayer. I said they don't know we're leaving and they don't understand what I'm saying but maybe someday they'll really understand how much we really love them and that we just wanted him to take care of this family and keep guiding them. It was one of the best moments of my whole mission. On sunday we made breakfast again for Roberto and the fam. We made french toast, and once again another miracle took place because they actually really liked them. After church we went over to their house to do skype. It was so good to see the family one last time on skype. I'm also way glad to hear that my mom had a good mothers day. She definitely deserved it. Yesterday I got my new comp and my new sector. I'm here in San Felipe, it's the farthest zone from santiago. In a bus it would be like an hour and a half to get to santiago. It is honestly so pretty here. My comp is Elder Espinoza from chile. Finally I got a chilean comp, too bad I'll only be with him for one change. I love you guys have a wonderful week. PAUL HAPPY BIRTHDAY THIS WEEK  Kevin R. Duncan  Brothers and sisters, in the competitions of life, if we win, let us win with grace. If we lose, let us lose with grace. For if we live with grace toward one another, grace shall be our reward at the last day.

Tuesday, May 3, 2016

Traffic Cop Training

It's a super nice day here in Chile. This is the last week of the change and I'm praying like crazy we don't have changes.
The sector we have is huge. This last friday we went out to the farthest part of the sector to meet an investigator. We took a taxi thing that's called colectivo for 45 minutes to get there. It was the most incredible thing I had ever seen. It was SO green. We went to his house and he wasn't there but honestly it was worth the experience.
On Saturday we had English class. On our way to the class we got a flat tire (of course we did!) and had to run. We sprinted to the chapel to find... nobody. We were there at the chapel with the keys so we tried to take people on a tour of the church but nobody wanted it. For a little bit we were pretending to lead traffic and direct people in the church parking lot.  We were trying to act exhausted by the droves of people coming to tour the church but no one bit.  It didn't work although a lot of people thought it was funny.
Roberto and his family went to church. We went early to his house Sunday morning and brought them breakfast. Seriously who can refuse a hot breakfast made by me?  They actually liked the pancakes that we made which was a miracle. At church they were friends with everybody. Honestly they are the coolest, warmest, friendliest family of all. We're really happy for them.
We gave blessings to an entire family after the parents recently were divorced and was honestly one of the most sacred moments of my mission. It was so nice to feel they were being taken care of even in such a hard situation. God loves us all the time.  But I learned during those blessings he is the closest he will ever be when we are completely broken.
 Isaiah 41:10  “Fear thou not; for I am with thee: be not dismayed; for I am thy God: I will strengthen thee; yea, I will help thee; yea, I will uphold thee with the right hand of my righteousness.”

Love  you family!